Thoughts ; ILY

Monday, January 31, 2011 ♥ Monday, January 31, 2011

Felt so sick today

Today rain damn fking heavy . Got wet while walking to school from MRT station . Sunday play in the rain and also water . Then today got wet while walking to school . Lucky no fever but i dun think i'm in any condition to go Military band tmr . Haiz .. Gotta tell Mrs Chee tmr . Later she say i pon band again . I really dun wanna be sick during new year . I wan ang bao . I wan go out !!

I love you .

The truth is ...

I can't stop thinking of you all day .

ILY;;

Friday, January 28, 2011 ♥ Friday, January 28, 2011

Because of HIM

I can't believe i cried after wat he said ... He really hurt me so badly this time ... I wanna die ... Not going band ... Not going anywhere ... Just wanna die ... HE hurt my heart so badly , it is shattering .... I wanna stop crying but i can't seem to stop ... While writing and crying at the same time ... PLZ let me die .... I dun wanna live anymore ...

Labels: Wans to die

ILY;;

Wednesday, January 26, 2011 ♥ Wednesday, January 26, 2011

IMVU

ILY;;

Sunday, January 23, 2011 ♥ Sunday, January 23, 2011

Innocence by Avril Lavigne

Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling
This innocence is so brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect,please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, dont you let it pass you by
I found a place so safe,not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong,I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling
This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it,don't you let it pass you by
It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside you're feeling
It's so beautiful, it makes you want to cry
It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside you're feeling
It's so beautiful,it makes you want to cry
It's so beautiful,it makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliant, it makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliant, please don't go away
'Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by
This innocence is brilliant, it's so beautiful, it's so beautiful
This moment is perfect,please don't go away
I need you now,it makes me want to cry
And I'll hold on to it,don't you let it pass you by

ILY;;

Hot- Avril Lavigne

You're so good to me baby baby

I want to lock you up in my closet where no one's around
I want to put your hand in my pocket because you're allowed
I want to drive you into the corner and kiss you without a sound
I want to stay this way forever I'll say it loud
Now you're in and you can't get out

You make me so hot
Make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous
I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe
You make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous
You're so good to me baby baby
You're so good to me baby baby

I can make you feel all better, just take it in
And I can show you all the places, you've never been
And I can make you say everything, that you never said
And I will let you do anything, again and again
Now you're in and you can't get out

You make me so hot
Make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous
I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe
You make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous
You're so good to me baby baby
You're so good to me baby baby

Kiss me gently
Always I know
Hold me love me
Don't ever go

You make me so hot
Make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous
I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe
You make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous
You're so good to me

You make me so hot
Make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous
I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe
You make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous
You're so good to me baby baby
You're so good to me baby baby

ILY;;

Tattoo Jordin Sparks, Lyrics :) !!

No matter what you say about love

I keep coming back for more

Keep my hand in the fire

Sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for

No matter what you say about life

I learn every time I bleed

That truth is a stranger

Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free

To admit that I'm wrong

And then change my mind

Sorry but I have to move on

And leave you behind

I can't waste time so give it a moment

I realize, nothing's broken

No need to worry 'bout everything I've done

Live every second like it was my last one

Don't look back at a new direction

I loved you once, needed protection

You're still a part of everything I do

You're on my heart just like a tattoo

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you

I'll always have you, I'll always have you)

I'm sick of playing all of these games

It's not about taking sides

When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver

It hurt enough to think that I could

Stop, admit that I'm wrong

And then change my mind

Sorry but I gotta be strong

And leave you behind

I can't waste time so give it a moment

I realize, nothing's broken

No need to worry 'bout everything I've done

Live every second like it was my last one

Don't look back at a new direction

I loved you once, needed protection

You're still a part of everything I do

You're on my heart just like a tattoo

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you

I'll always have you)

If I live every moment

Won't change any moment

Still a part of me and you

I will never regret you

Still the memory of you

Marks everything i do

I can't waste time so give it a moment

I realize, nothing's broken

No need to worry 'bout everything I've done

Live every second like it was my last one

Don't look back at a new direction

I loved you once, needed protection

You're still a part of everything I do

You're on my heart just like a tattoo

I can't waste time so give it a moment

I realize, nothing's broken

No need to worry 'bout everything I've done

Live every second like it was my last one

Don't look back at a new direction

I loved you once, needed protection

You're still a part of everything I do

You're on my heart just like a tattoo

Just like a tattoo

I'll always have you

ILY;;

Battlefield By: Jordin Sparks

Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
One minute it's love
And suddenly it's like a battle-field
One word turns into a
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My world's nothing when you don't
I'm not here without a shield
Can't go back now
Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
Why we gotta fall for it now
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield? (x2)
Why does love always feel like..
Can't swallow our pride,
Neither of us wanna raise that flag, mhmm
If we can't surrender then we both gonna lose what we had, oh no
Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
I don't wanna fall for it now
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield? (x2)
I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor
I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor
I guess you better go and get your...
We could pretend that we are friends tonight (oh-oh-oh)
And in the morning we'll wake up and we'll be alright
Cause baby we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like..
A battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield,
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
I guess you better go and get your armor...
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for (fighting, fighting for)
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield? (x2)
I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor
I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor
Why does love always feel like...
Why does love always feel like...
A battlefield, a battlefield..
I never meant
to start a war
Don't even know
What we're fighting for
I never meant
to start a war
Don't even know
What we're fighting for

ILY;;

Kelly Clarkson-Because Of You

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you

ILY;;

Love The Way you Lie (Rihana ft Eminem)

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em downPin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

ILY;;

Our song (lyrics) Taylor swift

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone in the front seat of his car
He's got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel
The other on my heart
I look around, turn the radio down
He says baby is something wrong?
I say nothing I was just thinking how we don't have a song
And he says...
[Chorus:]
Our song is the slamming screen door,
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
Cause it's late and your mama don't know
Our song is the way you laugh
The first date "man, I didn't kiss her, and I should have"
And when I got home ... before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again
I was walking up the front porch steps after everything that day
Had gone all wrong and been trampled on
And lost and thrown away
Got to the hallway, well on my way to my lovin' bed
I almost didn't notice all the roses
And the note that said...
[Repeat Chorus]
I've heard every album, listened to the radio
Waited for something to come along
That was as good as our song...
Cause our song is the slamming screen door
Sneaking out late, tapping on his window
When we're on the phone and he talks real slow
Cause it's late and his mama don't know
Our song is the way he laughs
The first date "man, I didn't kiss him, and I should have"
And when I got home, before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again
I was riding shotgun with my hair undone
In the front seat of his car
I grabbed a pen and an old napkin
And I wrote down our song

ILY;;

Picture to burn (lyrics) Taylor Swift

State the obvious.
Ididnt get my perfect fantasy.
Irealized you love yourself more than you could ever love me.
So go and tel your friends
that im obssessive and crazy.
Thats fine.
Ya wont mind if i say
That by the way
Chorus:
I hate that stupid old pickup truck you never let me drive.
Youre a red neck heart break
whos really bad at lyin.
So watch me strike a match on all my wasted time.
As far as im concerned, youre
just another picture to burn.
Theres no time for tears.
Im just sittin here
plannin my revenge.
Cuz theres no stoppin me
from goin out with ALL O' YOUR BEST FRIENDS.
And if you come around sayin 'sorry' to me,
my daddy's gonna show how ya how sorry youll be.
Chorus:
Cuz i hate that stupid old pickup truck you never let me drive.
Youre a red neck heart break
whos really bad at lyin.
So watch me strike a match on all my wasted time.
As far as im concerned, youre
just another picture to burn.
And if youre missin me,
better keep it to yourself.
Cuz comin back around here
would be bad for your health.
Chorus:
Cuz i hate that stupid old pickup truck you never let me drive.
Youre a red neck heart break
who's really bad at lyin.
So watch me me strike a match on all my wasted time
In case you havent heard,
I really, really hate that stupid old pickup truck you never let me drive.
Youre a red neck heart break
who's really bad at lyin.
So watch me strike a match on all my wasted time.
As far as im concerned, youre
just another picture to burn.
Burn, burn, burn, baby burn.
Just another picture to burn.

ILY;;

Teardrops on my guitar (lyrics) Taylor Swift

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

ILY;;

How do guys flirt

1. He stares at you alot.

2. He hits you alot. (just play hitting )

3. He uses the first thing that pops into his head to start a converstaion with you

4. He yelled, "Hi!", to your mom that day she picked you up from school.

5. He blew off his buds to go see "Brown Sugar" with you cuz you couldn't get another girl pal to go and didn't want to go alone.

6. He tries to make you laugh anyway even if he gets hurt in the process

7. His voice gets softer when ever you two talk.

8. You hung up on him. He called you back.

9. You where invited by him to a group outing.

10. He called you to talk about nothing at all.

11. He imitates your laugh. OK, you do snort sometimes. Which makes you laugh even harder...

12. He remembers little things you mention in casual conversation

13. He sometimes stares straight into your eyes.

14. He uses every possible way to touch you (your hair, face, thighs, ect. )

ILY;;

Friday, January 21, 2011 ♥ Friday, January 21, 2011

Sec 2 Lvl Camp (:

ILY;;

Thursday, January 20, 2011 ♥ Thursday, January 20, 2011

2nd day of Lvl Camp (:

So fun !! High elements !! Scary , fun and exciting . Photos at www.202-2011-deyians.blogspot.com . Will be posted tmr .

ILY;;

Wednesday, January 19, 2011 ♥ Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Day 1 of Lvl Camp

Today is such a great day . Had so much fun at the camp . MY muscle so painful . Going to die liao !!

Today played low element and payed some game that's something like amazing race . Going to post de photos on Saturday at www.202-2011-deyians.blogspot.com . Hahas

Enjoy ppl (:

Bye (:

ILY;;

Tuesday, January 18, 2011 ♥ Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Regretted everything i did

I regretted it !! Thanks to HER !!

Hate her !! Omigod can't stand it anymore !!

Wan him !!! He knows it !! OMG , how face him ??

So damn pai sehh !!
Miss him !!

Want him !!

ILY;;

To forget HIM

Omigod !! I gotta 4get him . Feels so lost , so sad , a wave of diff emotions . OMG , i wan him but dun wanna be selfish .
It's okay , i'm gotta 4get abt him and move on with my life . I wonder if i can even do ta . t . Gonna talk a long time to convince myself then .

ILY;;

Sunday, January 16, 2011 ♥ Sunday, January 16, 2011

Funny Cats

ILY;;

In sch at mac Lab (:

Watching video , playing facebook and blogging , all at the same time . I so pro (:

haha i not so BHB

ILY;;

New Style (:

Thanks alot Ron . Thank you for helping me to design my blog . It looks so nice now . I love it . Thanks (:

ILY;;

Saturday, January 15, 2011 ♥ Saturday, January 15, 2011

Secondary 2 Level Camp

Next Monday and Tuesday is gonna be boring , tiring and is a torture . I can't wait for next Wednesday , Thurday and Friday . NO LESSON !! :D
Got project work for camp ... So excited about having no leeson next Wed to Fri :D
OMG !! i sot sot liao ...

ILY;;

Thursday, January 13, 2011 ♥ Thursday, January 13, 2011

Simple Rube Goldberg Machine IV

ILY;;